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My roots are being destroyed by my branches

The following is by SHIRIN, a regular visitor to NoQuarter. She wrote the preface, and e-mailed the following article:

I AM PROUD TO SAY that the subject of this article and his wife are very dear friends going back more decades than I care to admit. I cannot add anything to this article, but must point out that the author hugely underestimates the number of Iraqis who have been killed as a result of the U.S. invasion and occupation. The most recent scientific estimate is over one million, not the 80,000-500,000 figure that he uses.

And allow me to emphasize this incredibly powerful and insightful statement from my dear friend Fadhil:

“Although my roots are in Iraq, my branches are in this country—my children, my grandchildren, my citizenship. The feeling I have sometimes is that my roots are being destroyed by my branches. I remember every bit of my childhood, and I feel those roots being destroyed by the part of me that has branched off in this nation.”

And this description of an all-too-common occurrence in Iraq since 2003:

“My last living uncle was killed three years ago. He was 81 years old, driving his own car in Mosul, in the north of Iraq. An American unit shot him. One reason they said they shot him was that he was driving too fast and didn’t obey their signal to slow down. The other report was that he was driving too slow and was suspicious. Witnesses said he did not see the military unit and he didn’t even know there was a military unit in the area.”

And I would like to emphasize this statement:

“I would like to meet as many Americans as possible, and have them meet me, just so they can see what an Iraqi looks like before they kill him.”

Will my family survive?

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PHOTO CAPTION: “Fadhil Al-Kazily devotes Sunday mornings to catching up on news from his large family still in Iraq. ‘Although my roots are in Iraq, my branches are in this country. … The feeling I have sometimes is that my roots are being destroyed by my branches’.”

A local Iraqi-American calls Baghdad once a week to find out if his loved ones are dead or alive

By Jaime O’Neill

Every Sunday morning, a man who lives in Davis makes a phone call to Iraq, a call he makes with the gravest of trepidation. This end-of-the-week phone call has become a ritual, an homage to anxiety and dread. The man has many relatives in Iraq, his native land, and all of the other days of his week are clouded over with worries for the safety of kin back in the place he left so long ago. He phones home on Sundays to gather the news, to see how his relatives have fared, to see, in fact, if they’ve survived another seven days.

“My name is Fadhil Al-Kazily,” he tells me, in measured tones. “I was born in Iraq in 1935. I’m an old man now. I lived in Iraq until I finished high school. I am an American by choice. I came here when things were good between my nation and this nation. Although my roots are in Iraq, my branches are in this country—my children, my grandchildren, my citizenship. The feeling I have sometimes is that my roots are being destroyed by my branches. I remember every bit of my childhood, and I feel those roots being destroyed by the part of me that has branched off in this nation.”

He pauses, thinks, begins again.

“Baghdad was a very nice place when I was young, in many ways similar to Sacramento. It has the two rivers—the Tigris and Euphrates—so there was a lot of greenery and many trees. There was a plentiful water supply, and palm trees all over the place. Now it’s a horror show. Now it looks like a war zone. Not even a third of the streets are useable, and Iraqis can’t drive on them, anyway. Going out in a car is an invitation to die.”

Al-Kazily moved to this country in 1964, along with his wife, “a lovely young Englishwoman,” to use his own descriptive phrase. They met and married while he was doing undergraduate work in Liverpool. After that, he got a job with Bechtel in the Bay Area and then returned to graduate work at UC Berkeley, gaining a doctorate in engineering. He’s been married for 49 years, and the couple has two grown children. He currently teaches engineering at Sac State.

“I also still have a very large family in Iraq,” he says. “I have seven brothers and one sister, and all are in Iraq except one, so I keep in touch with them every Sunday. Every Sunday morning is devoted to catching up on news from my brothers and my sister, and their children.”

The war in Iraq, as it is in the majority of American households, is unpopular in the Al-Kazily home. But unlike many Iraqi-Americans who lay low for their own safety, Al-Kazily has gone public with his dissent.

Very public.

“I am a proud Iraqi-American, but most of my family are all in Iraq,” he said on the Capitol steps at a September 7 peace rally. “I live their daily life with them from here. You cannot imagine what they go through.”

Fighting back tears, he told the crowd that day, “Enough is enough. The crime has to stop.” … READ ALL.

  • Bill Keyes

    Stunningly powerful, Shirin…..

    Thanks for sharing it with us…….

    The utter lack of compassion by most Americans of what we have done and are still doing to your homeland in unconscionable. I constantly find myself vacillating between extreme sadness and extreme anger.

    I would ask to you is there some way we on NQ could help the refugees in Syria though a fundraising effort on NQ? I’m sure all of would love to be able to contribute something. I get hit every day for contributions from all kind of well meaning groups but I would much rather think that my monies were going directly to help some refugees. Could we sponsor helping some family emigrate to the US???

    Susan, Leslie, Larry what do you think???

  • http://noquarterusa.net/ SusanUnPC

    It’s a beautiful idea. Shirin knows of some established charities we can help, I think.

    I very much was touched by what Shirin wrote and by the story of her friend. Our consciences require we respond.

  • Shirin

    Bill, there are a few ways to help Iraqi refugees and other categories of victims. I will post some links.

    However, please do not think about helping Iraqis to immigrate to the U.S. That is not the answer. The answer is to help them to manage for now with the ultimate goal of repatriation.

  • Mr.Murder

    Perhaps Sepultura’s song Roots would be appropriate.

    The branches are killing the roots, yet we were told the Iraqis would have it made in the shade.

    For such a kind soul, imagine a person like him being put on a waterboard list for saying such things in public.

    Imagine his relatives being detained for such a statement.

    Imagine someone wanting his slot at a teaching institution falsely accusing, to try and fast track their shot at his job here or his property there, had he been in Iraq.

    All of those are concrete, and can be considered as possibilities, and not hypotheticals; with the system Bushco. has in place.

  • Sandy

    Thank you for this, Shirin. Very powerful. And, disturbing. I echo what Bill Keyes said. What a travesty. Shameful!

    God bless you and your family and friends.

  • ybnormal

    There is a closing window of opportunity, to learn from history, and prevent it’s repeat in Iran, and who knows where else. But the window is closing faster.

  • Cee

    I feel ashamed when I read things like this. He’s also taking a risk here.

    Activists call plan by Los Angeles police to map Muslim communities racial profiling

    By: Associated Press

    LOS ANGELES — Civil rights advocates criticized plans by the Los Angeles Police Department to map the city’s Muslim communities, calling it racial profiling.

    The LAPD’s counterterrorism bureau plans to identify Muslim enclaves in order to determine which might be likely to become isolated and susceptible to “violent, ideologically based extremism,” said Deputy Chief Michael P. Downing on Thursday.http://www.nctimes.com/articles/2007/11/10/news/state/9_40_3211_9_07.txt

    As to the depleted uranium…our soldiers are dying from that as well. So will their children.
    They won’t be counted either.

    Published on Saturday, August 12, 2006 by the Associated Press
    Is an Armament Sickening U.S. Soldiers?
    by Deborah Hastings http://www.commondreams.org/headlines06/0812-06.htm

  • Donovan Fraser

    wow, so very heavy…I’ll keep your family in my prayers.

  • Chris Vosburg

    Thanks for that, Shirin. I only wish our local– meaning national– media were up to the task of telling the story of the devastation being caused by President Kill-em-all-and-let-God-sort-em-out.

    I was struck by the roots and branches analogy, because it’s one I’ve often employed in a sense a bit larger than that of your friend, to wit:

    We are all children of this region. The meeting of the Tigris and Euphrates is traditionally referred to among anthropologists as the “cradle of civilization.”

    Pausing a moment to let the irony sink in, I presume the symbolism of bombing the cradle is not lost among students of human behavior here.

  • Chris Vosburg

    A Salvadoran friend of mine, back in the eighties, returned to his homeland– with a sackfulla like 50 pair of LAGear brand shoes for gifting his family and friends– and brought back movies of the celebratory barbecue in the backyard which accompanied his return.

    Suddenly, bombs fell, and people ran, as recorded in the vid, and as I sat and watched the mayhem, my friend told me, see, lost my uncle there, as I sputtered, uh, duh, yah, guess you did.

    Who is doing this? I asked, and he answered:

    You are. The Americans.

    For reasons I’ll never understand, we remain friends.

  • Chris Vosburg

    For those not bothering to click through, here’s the money quote, which oughta chill yer bones big time:

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    In the face of all that chaos and suffering, what does Al-Kazily think should be done?

    He pauses before answering. It is, obviously, not an easy question.

    “It cannot be fixed with occupation forces in place,” he says. “The main fighting in Iraq is against the occupation forces, and the occupying force is terrified of shadows. They think everyone is their enemy by now. Whenever they see somebody, they shoot. The American young soldier is told that whatever moves is your enemy, and they shoot because they are protecting themselves.

    “But the worst part of it is the Blackwater kind of situation, and the U.S. government says that the Iraqis have no right to expel those private mercenaries who are not responsible to civilian or military justice. The occupiers have to leave so Iraqis can solve their own problems by themselves. But before they leave, the U.S. has an obligation to see the light and be human. We’ve been in Iraq for five years. Why haven’t they been able to ensure electricity, or water? They are only there to destroy. The only construction that has gone on is the U.S. embassy and the military bases.”

    What does he say to those who still argue that abandoning Iraq would virtually turn that nation over to Al Qaeda?

    “First of all, there is virtually no Al Qaeda in Iraq at all,” he answers. “What there is is a resistance to occupation, like the resistance that arose against the French in Algeria. Nobody anywhere seems to like a foreign power telling them what to do. Iraq is no different. Three or four million Iraqis have left Iraq. When are they likely to come back?”

    And he has an answer to those who would question his loyalty to his adopted nation, or deny him the right to question American policy.

    “I’ve probably been an American citizen nearly as long as George Bush has been alive,” he says, “and I know I’ve voted in more elections than he has. And I suppose I’m at an age when I cannot stay quiet, though I was vocal in my opposition to the Vietnam War, too. I cannot stand injustice. We live in a world capable of taking care of everybody, and yet we’ve fallen into a circumstance where greed has won, has triumphed over justice, and we cannot allow that.”

  • G Hazeltine

    It’s curious that there are so few comments to this post.

    For another ‘of thousands’ of these stories, see:

    http://hometownbaghdad.com/index.php?page=videos&v=37

    Iraqi dignity, facing barbarism.

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